closure

today I sit here not feeling well, reflecting on life and what is to come. Even in my excitement of life, you still come to mind, although Im letting go and moving on. I still wish that you would be the person that I get to share life with but I also know that I cant do that with the state of mind that you are in, and dont want to be sharing life with someone who isnt sure that is what they want with me. I want someone who is head over heels in love with me and cant live without me, someone who knows my flaws and still loves me to pieces anyway. Someone who respects me and I him. someone that I can laugh with at anytime, in the low and high points. I need someone who looks at life, glass half full. I need someone who believes in HIMSELF, and who loves HIMSELF regardless of how life has turned out. Someone who believes in forgiveness more than pain, and someone who believes in LOVE. I wish that you were that person. Im sorry your life isnt the fullest of what you want it right now, but honestly that is your choice. If you or I arent where we want to be, we are the cause, no one else. I hope that in the future that when life brings you the tools to heal, to love and recieve love that you allow it to do so. If you do, I promise that you will have the life that you have always dreamed of!! I can promise you that. Life is about perspective. Change your mind, and it will change your life!! Godspeed in your journey of finding you, and I will always hope the best for you :))