I am happy for you!

Im glad you are happy. You look so happy. You look full of life and joy unspeakable. I am glad that you are happy. Ive always wanted the best for you. You had my heart for so many years, and it was broken and shattered, and its taken a REALLY long time for me to pick up the pieces, I never hated you for it, i hated God. It ruined my relationship with Jesus, with faith, I didnt know what to believe anymore, only from my own experiences. Which was hurt and pain. So I didnt believe anymore. It has taken me a full 7 years to walk out this process of hurt, doubt and unbelief, and a shattered heart. And I can fully say that I have let it go. I let go a while back, but was still not able to talk about it fully. I still felt hurt in my heart towards God about the whole thing. But now, I am so glad that you are married and happily married. You and your wife make such a beautiful couple. Your son is beautiful. I am so full and happy for you. I will always care about you, not in a romantic way, of course, but you were my first love, and I care that you are doing well, for your well being, and your family's. I pray that your relationship with each other only gets better with time and you stay in love, and loving each other to the fullness and you get to enjoy and drink of your wifes life that she carries. You can only better from it. Once again, I am so extremely happy for you...

LOVE....

Its chasing fear away!!

He exist. I choose hope, faith and the greatest of all LOVE! I choose to believe against all odds. If even just for a moment I get to experience it, it is worth it. To know love, all experiences of pain and loss are worth it, if you get to see love, show love, and experience love in those times. Love is what makes life worth living. Love is a bundle of sacrafice and a life time of rewards. The reward of love far out weighs the sacrafice of what you give up. Choose love, it will ALWAYS win. Your heart will always be healed and whole from choosing love, it may be a messy journey getting there but the end result will be the most beautiful array of colors waiting to be awe-inspired into a life picture! choose love everytime, it will not let you down!!!