Friday, June 04, 2010

Great Love

Whenever there is a period at the end of the sentence, a new sentence always starts and a comma comes in at some point. Maybe not soon after, but at some point a comma will be used. A comma comes in to take a pause, to reflect, and then keep moving. A period happens to end a thought, a statement. period, the end. nothing comes after it. it is done. But have not fear, another sentence will always be written, another word will be spoken, another thought will take place. Even though a period is the end, another word will be said, a comma will come in after.. there is never an end. Life is always taking place. Love is always happening. The circle of life will always be happening, it is up to you to join. Something Good is ALWAYS on its way. ALWAYS. I believe in goodness, and I believe in Love. I believe that love never fails. It always wins. It may not look the way you want it to but it will always have the outcome that it is suppose to. Altho I am a little heart broken and in a comma phase, I will move on and something new will start again. whether it is with the same guy or a new one, when it starts again it will be NEW. and the way it is suppose to be. BEAUTIFUL AND AMAZING. Life always has GREAT LOVE to offer. you just have to be in a place to recieve it.

I can say all this because of who I know and what I have experienced to be true. And that is a truly amazing creator. GOD.

If you live like this... KNOWING that there is always GREAT LOVE, your life will be changed :)

Expect nothing and Accept everything...

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

Uncertainty

"Ehhh hmmm, excuse me... Hi my name is _______"

"Hi my name is Priscilla"

At any point this exchange happens between a man and a woman. He sees you, you see him..he comes over, you smile, he introduces himself, you introduce yourself, and if you are lucky there is a good conversation/connection that takes place. He asks for your number, you go out and it goes from there. More often than not, a second date doesn't take place. but when it does, you are hopeful that a third and fourth will come from it... and if that happens then a nice relationship will blossom.. after a 3 weeks or so..you realise that you are completely twisted.

( I am a firm believer that it only takes a month or so, to fall in love with someone, there was a study that said 90% of men know within a month whether or not they want to marry a woman. 4 weeks, that isn't long.)

So what happens after this. How do you control your emotions, How do you show enough but not to much?

This situation has obviously happened to me. Unfortunately I have found out some information that has put our "relationship" at dead stop. Now with this new 411, and a complete stand still. I have to keep moving, let go and see what comes of it all. Are all relationships this uncertain?! I am sure that in some capacity there is always a level of uncertainty. But today there is a HUGE level. As of now, I want something that I cannot have and my heart is a little heart broken. I have to move on as if it is never going to happen. I have to become unattached from the result that I want and let go.

Expect Nothing and Accept Everything