Wednesday, October 12, 2005

IM IN LOVE.....

well ok so I decided that once I am released from here, hopefully by next May (some things Im sure will be different, but if not) Mallory and I are going to move to NY and audition for vagisil,STD, and viagra commericals! In the words of the infamous Mallory "someone's got to do it why not us?" Yes, I agree! I love my friends!

So Mallory is going to NY today and I haven't seen her in almost a week! By the time she gets back it will be 10 days!

O MY GOSH!

MMMAAAALLLLLLLOOOORRRYYYY!!!

that was my cry for her! hahaa!

She is the funny in my life right now! I 've been missing it for sometime! Im glad that I found it! It is super early right now and I just had some chai! mmmmmm...chai, nice and hot soy chai, warming my throat as I walk out into the nice cold crisp air! Talking to Alana I can see my breath making a heart shape.....kidding! But the chai is wonderful!

I want to be funny! Im just not so much.....



So Im learning about wisdom! Learning how to not confront! You see I am a very outspoken person, I know this is hard to believe but its truth! Having Danny and Sheri in my life, I learned that confronting is awesome and not as scary as people think when done in the right way! So thats what I do confront, confront, confront! I even enjoy it at times! But Papa is teaching me to trust Him! I don't have to confront all the time, that if I trust Him, He will do the confronting! So that is what I am learning to do! It is really hard b/c that means that I am not in control of the situation! So I am re-learning that confronting is good, but only at certain times! some things I have to trust that Holy Spirit will get the job done!

So to Holy Spirit....GET ER' DONE!
I thought appropriate since Im in the south.

So trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on you own understanding! Isn't Papa amazing! He often amazes me and it never gets old! His ways are really not our ways! I want them to be so badly though! Im so in love with Him!

IM SO IN LOVE WITH HIM! IM IN LOVE WITH HIM, IM IN LOVE WITH JESUS! to the core of who I am! I love the fact that I couldn't love anyone else as much as I love Him! I love Him! AAAHHHH how my heart is so for Him! I smile at his thoughts for me!
He is so Beautiful!

1 Comments:

Blogger kaylealive said...

GET ER DONE!!! Where have I heard that before?

10/12/2005 1:51 PM  

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