Friday, October 27, 2006

update central

hey all.... well here is the dealio peeps. i cant update you like i thought, i am in
AFRICA.... WHAT WAS I THINKING??? I live in hut and dont have electricity all the time nor running water. so serisouly get over because i am having to. haha anyways, there will be plenty of update when i get back to a not so rural continent. ok so ciao for now. love you all and keep me in your prayers that my pants dont get wet with diarrhea, not pissing my pants when a black mamaba comes to get me. ok peeps that is it love ya mean it.

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

moravians day 1, the rest of germany day 2.

this was the entrance upon arrival in germany. it says if you are british or american we dont like you, leave! haha just kidding. i actually love germany. seriously germans happen to be the sweetest people on earth. they are quite amazing and very helping. seriously they are great. we went to this cafe and had a amaretto coffee, which we were thinking it was just coffee but really it was a liqueor. so we were raging with alcohol at 11 in the morning. haha. as you can imagine after that laura trying to speak to our server in portuguese. this was just the start of our journey. so off we went to set out for our destination of herrnhut. trying to find the grave of zinzendorf and also the church. which actually was pretty easy and quite effortless considering we hadnt planned anything out and were pretty much led right to it thanks to Holy Spirit. it was amazing. here are a few pictures of the church and his grave, which we laid on and recieved all the blessings from the generations. the town was quite phenonmenal actually, very serene and beautiful. the most peaceful city you have ever been to. and scenery was just outrageous. that was day 1.


off to day 2.

we wake to have breakfast and coffee, that was actually quite delightful. then we drive into berlin. we try to get a earlier flight home but that doesnt work. laura drives off and forgets about me and brit for about 20 minutes. we finally find her totally enthralled in this book about zinzendorf. as we get in, happy to see us and tell us about the book, we are like we dont care about the dumb book you jsut forgot about us. now we(brit and I) are working throught abandonment issues and rejection. haha, now off to ikea. why ikea? well lunch. so we ate lunch and bunked up on the ikea couch for about 2 hours as if it were our home. we laughed, drank coffee, and watch telly in german. it was amazing but im sure the people wanted us out. 2 americans and 1 british person laughing hysterically at nothing. all their preconcieved ideas about foreigners were just proved to be true. after sitting for sometime we decided that it would be silly for us to be in ikea/berlin all day until our flight, so why not sight see. so we went to see the great archway of hitler, why? im not sure since we almost got shot by some nazi's and didnt get that great of pictures bc we were afraid to get out. it really felt like i was in the war. it was crazy. but we did see the berlin wall. it has graffiti all over it. after the near death experience we head for dinner, where? might you ask? well, none other than ikea. we ate dinner and went back to our trusty couch. and after laura having many blonde moments that day it made the day none other than entertaining when she decides to spin a table with glasses on it and it falls off and breaks. we dont speak german so we cant say we are sorry and just scurry out of there laughing at out stupidity, and thinking germans are coming with guns any moment to take us to jail. what an experience. but that wasnt the end of it. you would think that we wouldnt let laura make any more decisions considering all the troublesome excursions she took us on. but we follow anyways, blindly onto the plane and we all sit down and realize that we have just sat behind a 2 year old child that was demon possessed and out of control. when i spoke in tounges he seriously manifested, he hit his mom in the face and his dad had the patience of a saint. we finally get there with the parents waiting for us and we were well excited that they were driving and not laura. jesus serisouly had some warring angels fighting for our lives the last two days. laura cant drive. im well up for africa over laura driving, i'll take me chances with the tribal community any day. it was fun though and we had a ton of laughs, thanks to laura.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

moravians

moravians here we come. we leave butt crack early in the morning like 3 am. that is ungodly, but you do what you have to with a plane ticket that is a penny. so germany here we come with three young ladies that dont know any german and are driving around with holy spirit .... omg.... wish i had a video camera. this will be fun. check in for updates when we come back.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

london

ok so here is the deal. i was in the middle of taking pictures of london, and my most amazing camera is a battery eater. so i am out of batteries, and these pictures werent that good but the only ones i got to take so far. so here we have a bridge, a smart car that is officially my newest favorite car, and then laura and i trying to take a picture of us on the double decker open bus around london, and miserably failing, it was completely zoomed in.....on me. haha. anyways, so for the rubbish pictures. hopefully you will get some great ones when we are in germany. we go to germany on monday and are there for two days.london, what an amazing city. it is beautiful and it is timeless. it is amazing to see all the buildings that make up this entire city and it is hundreds of years old, probably more like 1000's but none the less it is old. it is beautiful, God definetly lives in this city. all i have ever heard about england is the gloom and doom, and honestly since i have been here, i have had nothing but a smile on my face and realizing that everywhere you go people are the same, all looking for one thing just in different places and that is LOVE. I love this country. so that was a discleamor for what i am about to write. so you guys know that i am enjoying myself, bc i truly am.

after my life has seemingly been taken up in a whirlwind, i have found myself not really overly excited about it. and when this first stuck me i thought i was being ungrateful, maybe it was just all to fast for me to really be excited. im now in england and on my way to germany and africa, and i find myself in that same place of not truly being excited. so im asking Papa what is this? Lord is my heart wrong? what is this? but you know what i found out, what i realised. that none of this really matters. yes, im having a great time, and im getting to live my dreams, but they arent my true dreams anymore. my dream is to just be with Jesus. im unimpressed by what i see. the only thing that impresses me is Jesus. His love for me. His love for me. that is what im impressed with. so with all that said im so grateful, and it is truly wonderful, but in comparison to Him im not impressed. and at the end of the day the only thing that matters is Him. is His love for me and my love for Him, at the end of the day He is the only thing that matters.

Thursday, October 12, 2006

pictures of the last few days

ok this was at the airport, my big american luggage that almost didnt fit. haha
this was us herding sheep.
this is the palace we went to. blenheim palace. beautiful.
another picture of blenheim palace.
this is the church we went to that has been there since 700 A.D. and i laid in a coffin that was that old as well, this is the picture. we almost got kicked out, you know the british, reserved. haha just kidding but really we could have gotten kicked out bc it was well...really old. i love england.

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

im here.

well i am officially in england, and have had a proper british experience upon arrival. i land gatwick london, go thru immigration, and the lady thoroughly interrogates me. she was rude but let me thru. then, as i go to claim all my luggage, putting it on the trolley that was totally jacked up and didnt want to particpate and see me as boss, starts to go its own way and all my luggage falls off of it and completely scatters everywhere. so on to another trolley, one that actually works. so i wheel it thru to the exit and there was laura awaiting my arrival. it was so good to see her. im so glad to be in england. i love this country and i have only been here for not even a full 12 hours. lush. so laura and i head off to the rental car place and as we are entering the door (our other jacked up trolley that didnt want to work) once again all my bags tumble over leaving nothing to spare. we litterally almost weed our pants, bc it was so funny, like as to say " hi, im american and i have just entered your country." well off to the car that almost nearly didnt fit my big american luggage. hahaha we were laughing, it was funny. then, we went to meet her parents, i love them so much. they are amazing. they are my new british parents. they are so lush. if you havent been able to tell im properly trying to speak like a british person. anyways, went to a palace today that was pride and predjudice for sure, at one point i thought i was elizabeth bennet and was in the film. it was all quite surreal. we went to a couple local vilages and visited a sign that said "slow kittens" only in a small quaint english village. we herded some sheep, there are sheep every where here, it is quite amazing and they really have a milk man that delivers the milk, in milk glass bottles. omg... i love this country so far. it is amazing. after walking around the palace we head back to the car where we are walking down a hill and i proceed to fall and slip down on my butt. yeah that was funny and not long after laura telling me to be careful while laughing she slips as well. we were laughing so hard. then back to the 'rents house for dinner and her brother and brother's friend show up and it feels as if im in a british telly comedy show. it was amazing. we laughed alot, saw some sites and had a proper english day. this was an amazing day. cant wait to see what the rest of this looks like, especially if it was anything like today. full of adventure.

Friday, October 06, 2006

humbled

my going away party was a very humbling experience. last night my friends threw me a party for my leaving. anyways, as people went around and told me of thier thoughts, i was brought low, and im sure that im on a path way to lower still. honestly i was really surprised to hear what people thought of me. i knew i was loved, but that loved? wow! as people who i look up to, people that i am honored to be in thier lives, told me that i inspired them, challenged them to love Jesus more, people told me that when they are around me are free to be them......whoa, that is amazing. i didnt know how i had impacted peoples lives and it was very humbling is the only word i know to use to describe the feeling of wanting to get on my knees and sit at thier feet. that is how i felt as they were telling me these things. i was honored last night and that was overwhelming. i love my friends, i love the people in my life. thank you all for loving me just the way i am. i love you and im so grateful for you in my life. so much love to you, you know who you are.

priscilla

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

im so glad im me.

omg...it is coming down to the wire. i am getting very excited but it also feels like my life is passing me by and im standing on the outside looking in and saying "o, look there goes my life, i wonder where it is taking me?" haha. litterally that is what i feel. (im really cold right now, temperature cold) anyways, im still in need of somethings, but i know that Papa has it all under control. omg, im laughing so hard right now, this is going to be so much fun....im so glad i live my life. man it would be boring being someone else. im so glad im me.

dreams.

im living my dream.

to be passionately in love with Jesus and following Him where ever that leads me, no matter what the cost. im living it. i realized today that the very thing i was created for, the very thing that breathes life into my body, im doing. this journey called life, is the most amazing thing when living it with and for the one who created you. i was thinking about my dreams today. and i was thinking my dreams havent changed, just the priority of them. i love God, and i love life. He is my dream, He is my goal. He always has been, but in the last 3 years it has intensified. dramatically, and it seems that the more things that are thrown my way, the more i have to believe that my God, my lover, my best friend, my constant is better that He has ever been. that His goodness just keeps getting better. and it does.

im living my dreams.

im doing what i was created for, the very thing that creates my dna...

and that is to

LOVE! im living my dreams, on a Holy Spirit journey of love.