grace

i would say that the place in my life is a really vital time in my life. i am learning that making mistakes is ok, although not my heart, that it isnt about performance. although i have been walking in this for the last few years it has seem to go a bit deeper right now. i am truly learning the revelation of grace. i use to think that revelation changed your life. now im learning that you have revelation to walk you in the changing process of your life. the very revelation isnt what changes you, it is the revelation that you are about to walk thru what you just got revelation on. grace for example. for the first time in my walk with Holy Spirit, im learning the revelation of grace that i got in africa., or maybe before that. but now im truly learning what that looks like. as of late i have been on several dates with guys. all different guys, all off different walks. i have never dated before. litterally. but since i have been back i have felt like it was ok to do so. so i have. i am learning alot, alot about God if that makes any sense at all. learning that nothing is what it seems that is for sure. i am walking a bridge that is lit one step at a time. and i dont know if this bridge is over troubled water or over land. im just not sure, but im continuing to walk it, but although i cant see it all lit up, i have tons of peace. i have grace. i have love. and that should get you thru anything right?