the unexpected....

In the last 10 years, i have been that you would often hear saying "expect the unexpected". But, I haven't lived in that place in a long time, well not continually. In the last 48 hours I would definitely say that the unexpected has happened and never in a million years would I have thought what happened, would have happened. I cant say that is bad, it has actually been good. It has stirred my heart deeply surfacing deep affection and deep insecurities. I am so nervous right now as to what to expect or what is going to happen. I have no clue as to what is going to happen. I wanna believe the best. In this area tho, it is easier to believe my experience. I hope that I am pleasantly surprised.