what happened

we are getting closer to the city. my stomach is churning, my spirit can feel what is about to happen. and it is making my insides manifest in a good way. i feel the intensity that is about to happen, do i know what im getting myself into. no i dont! but i dont care im just desperate. i get out of the car and i go inside shannons houses and i immediately start getting blasted. it is time. it is time to go to IHOP. we start walking across the apt. complex to go to IHOP, and at one point it was like i walked thru another dimension. i litterally was in another world, cant explain it you just had to walk thru it to. we get to the sidewalk of the base and it gets so hard to breathe and walk. i stop for a second and all of a sudden im down on the ground weeping. i dont know what happened, i just know something did. i hadnt even gotten in the prayer room.