im going to be ok.

i had a revelation. i was walking in the car park with mallory and a lightning bolt from the sky hit me. its ok. im going to be ok. it isnt that it is bad. it just isnt wanted. i saw the light for the first time in 3 days. it was a small light but it was light none the less. my heart will be ok. my heart will be ok. my heart will be ok. you know what, it isnt that im not amazing enough, it isnt that im not pretty enough, skinny enough, love Jesus enough. it isnt any of those things. he just doesnt want it. and you know what, that is ok. it isnt that he doesnt have it in him to step up to the plate, it isnt any of those things, he just doesnt want it. and that is ok. i am ok with that. i am really ok with that. i am really ok with that. i really am. i had a revelation today, everything little thing is gonna be ok. im going to be ok.

but on a funny note. ..... well nevermind that might be inappropriate for young minds such as yours. hahaha

have a great night.