what is it?

i want to see my best friend katieann. i miss her. i miss her making me laugh. in the last 5 years my life has been all over the place. at least i can say that our friendship has been steady. besides Holy Spirit, she is my best friend. love you mean it. you'll never know how much i love you until u get to heaven.

it is funny when situations like this occur, you often ask yourself do i even know what love is? and i think that i can say no i dont. the closer i get to it, the more i realise that i really have no clue what it is. the more i realise how much of God's mercy i really need and how much grace i need.