sshhhheeewww....

that one was close guys....she made it thru. im so proud of her. didnt she do a great job. i knew that she would get it, but there were a few times i was quite concerned. but she did it.

that was what i felt on sunday as i arrived to church and proceeded to worship the Lord. to be in a place of people that although annoy me agreat deal most of the time, but we share such an amazing passion for Jesus was nice. i missed it. i felt like i made it thru this hard season. at one point i leaned over to mal to tell her that " i miss this, i really do" as i sat there recieving his love for me, and realising how amazing it was to be able to sit there and recieve his love after such a long hard three months, it was really humbling. i did get so excited though when i realised i wasnt going to hell. haha. i mean it though. i was so excited i even dared to interrupt tyler during his soaking time to tell him that "it was ok, and that i wasnt going to hell and neither was he" hahaha. but i was so serious. anyways, that is good news. He loves me so much. im still His daughter.