fun life

it is dark and rainy. the sun is slightly shining thru and you can see the drops falling thru the sky. as the rain hits the roof and i can hear it loudly but softly, and listening to the words of a song that i find myself often asking the questions to. what a mystery He is. the rain makes me think of africa. i miss africa, mainly i miss my life there. it was simple and there werent the worries of life, like there is here. i miss tyler and alex. all our laughs, that was fun. i remember one nite, it was thanksgiving, we laughed so hard. tyler doing his international minister of fire dance out on the dock of pemba beach hotel. that was amazing, we were smoking a really potent cigarette that would probably give you cancer in the first drag you took. alex and suzanne were talking music of some sort, tyler and i were laughing hysterically about the world we just created about ministers of fire. and our friend caleb got slightly offended at our lengths we were going to, to not be religious. haha. that was equally as funny. you know me, there is no line that you can cross. it doesnt exsist. haha.

i just had another memory...of africa that was equally as funny. im laughing so hard rite now that im crying. omg...that was freakin awesome. we (tyler, alex, caleb, suzanne, myself) had all decided that we were going to go camping. so off we went, we told some people but not who we should have told. we have an awesome time, we sat around a camp fire, had a few beers, went swimming at night, and then went to bed to wake up to the next morning of our staff leaders looking for us at the campsite. the german shepard, and pitbull. luckily they didnt find us. so we sat in our little house upstairs and decided to think of the worse case scenario. we have a week left of school and they are going to kick us out. Alex, caleb, and suzannes face of sheer terror that this could possibly happen was priceless. tyler and i just laughed and to make matters worse for the others we keep torchuring them telling them that is what is going to happen. like we knew, no we didnt. they are scared out of thier minds to get in trouble and we are laughing our heads off. alex's facial expression is forever etched in my memory.

we had a great time of living life. i want to live life here. i want to be alive in whatever i am doing. whether that is here, or somewhere else. i just want to have a fun life. one of my greatest friends looked at me and said "pris, lets have a fun summer, a really fun summer" and i said yeah, lets do...lets have a fun life.

people, lets have a fun life. we only have one chance at this thing....lets have fun at it.