LA?!?!?!

kinda odd, but as i just purchased my ticket out to LA, i got all teary eyed. that was an odd reaction. but good i guess. i am excited and scared. i wasnt even scared when i thought i was moving to london, or did to move to london and then off to africa. i was totally like yeh, this is great. but this is my dream. something i have wanted to do for a while...hair, makeup, fashion. so that seems a bit more scary, im going after it.

what was it that rosa parks said. without vision people perish, but without courage dreams die. so this is me being courageous in the most cowardly way, because it scares me. but here goes nothing. nothing lose and everything to gain.

it isnt that we are afraid of incompetance, it is that we are afraid that we are more powerful beyond measure....or something like that. hahaha.