there has to be more

yes! LA feels like home.

nashville, i love it here. i love the people here. i love my church. maybe LA is it, but it is the wrong timing.

this is the pull that i feel. yesterday i was all about LA. today im not sold at all on it. i love it out there, i feel like a piece of my heart is there. but nashville as of right now is definetly outweighing LA. i need to be competely sold on moving out there and starting all over again. i just dont have it in me to do all over again if im not completely sold on it. there has to be more.

when i think of it in the sense of hair and makeup...im completely like yeh, that is where i need and want to be. but when all the rest my life plays into it, im just not there. maybe there is fear, i will admitt that, but maybe it just isnt the right timing. maybe im suppose to stick around for the summer. that sounds like fun to me. and then go out there for the fall. i like that better already. well i guess we will see what happens.

Jesus if this is you, do your thang. cause i need you to.