timing..all about timing...

so i thought that what was going on in me was fear. but now im not so sure. usually when it is unvieled that it is fear, fear leaves or is faint. but it hasnt left and has kept getting stronger, and what is happening is, im having thoughts of "maybe it isnt the right time". even when i was in LA i kept saying over and over to friends and God, if it isnt the right time, im ok with that. im willing to wait for the perfect timing. yesterday a friend askd me to go to miami with her for the summer, and then in the fall(august) we could move to LA. i really like that. that sounds so much better to me than moving out there right now. i know that LA is in there somewhere, im just thinking that it might not be until the fall. and i have never been to miami, sounds like fun. i can work there and save money for LA as well as i can here. im still not sure, these are just thoughts. im confused and dont really know. im going to go to IHOP for a weekend to get some prayer time in where im not being pulled by my emotions of which city im in. ... Jesus help me.