a strange rant

it is an odd feeling this one that is going on in me right now. i cant think of anything to write about..... that is an odd thing in my world, i usually always have something to write about.

i have no deep thoughts.

i have some shallow ones, like about this cute guy i have seen 2 sundays in a row at church. he has sex appeal that is 4sure. great style. not sure what he is about. but i'd like to know. and both sundays, i caught him checking me out.

i dont want words... i want action. im tired of words. " your so beautiful, omg, your gorgeous" (but im here with my girlfriend)

i had this one guy come into btops where i work with his GIRLFRIEND, he goes to the bathroom, passing by me whispers into my ear "your so gorgeous" ... who does that?!?!?! he has a girlfriend, dont be all incognito about it. anyways, that is a daily thing at work. and it is all just words. i mean i like being told im beautiful, who doesnt? but then again... i think that it gets old bc i think im just an ordinary gurl, nothing special. i might be cute, but seriously im not all that. there are plenty of beautiful people in the world. anyways, maybe i have issues. o, wait... i do, hahahaha.

thats it, nothing deep. just a little ranting.