first time im thinking before speaking

ive been thinking about this for awhile.

first let me say that i talked to some friends of mine from africa today. will, musy and emelyn. omg, that was so good. to hear thier voices was amazing. i miss them like crazy.

i was about to write some stuff out, but as i started to, i felt to really just hold it in my heart for a while. so im not going to tell you what i was going to tell you. lets just say it is reay good, and a good vision for what ive been wanting to do and i get the best of both worlds.

hopefully one day it will work out.