something's happening

this morning i woke with a sense of heaviness in my heart. not sure of what it was, and considering it being so early im trying to fall back asleep. as i closed my eyes, tossing and turning, looking at the clock again hoping that more time has passed then what really has... i read 3:34. can it really be that early and im wide awake. knowing that today was going to filled with things to do that i have been putting off i know that i need to try and get some sleep. so once again, i close my eyes with the anticipation that i will be going to sleep. still moving all over the bed, i cant get comfortable. i finally lay still long enough to fall sleep for about an hour. i awake again to the sound of rain falling, i think it has to be at least 6am. that is better than 4, still early but not as early. nope it is some time after 4. i cant figure out why i am having such a hard time sleeping. in the last 3 days i havent slept that much at all, and then when i would fall asleep i have been having intense dreams about war. so in the last 3 days at least every morning around 3 and from that time on, i havent been able to sleep. so this morning finally when about 7 rolled around i got up and packed my things and continued about my day. but this morning more than usual i felt an overwhelming feeling of heaviness. i couldnt figure out what it was. i knew that HS was doing something, but what im not sure. i felt aniexty and stress. for lack of better words, that is what i know to describe it as. i know that it isnt God, but in this case what i was feeling was. what is that i am feeling. something is happening in the spirit and it is important that we pay attention to what it is. it was alomost a sense of urgency, but what about? i still dont know and it has lifted a bit form this morning but i can still feel it. i think of ecclesiates 3, there is a time for everything. so i know that it is a time for something, so i am asking God, what is time for? what is that you are up to Holy Spirit? i want to know. it is funny i am listening to snow patrol, chasing cars, and i feel like i want to worship to it.


We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?