so good

well I have had the priveledge of staying out at the Fitz's house and it is amazing, I could live out there. It is this peaceful, retreat really, it is amazing. Holy Spirit really likes it there. We were talking about what He is doing in our land right now, what is happening. He showed me this picture just now to describe it: I saw a dam that was small but underneath it was this huge water source and the foundation undernaeth was about to break, and all the water was going to be pouring out and overflowing and people are gonna be like how is all that water coming from such a small place, but it is b/c of the huge water source underneath, there is no end to the water, it is just always coming and always there. I feel like that represnts our generation, the people that get what it is He is doing, It is coming out of no where so it seems but we better get ready b/c when the dam breaks the water is coming fast and strong and it will knock down anything that doesn not have roots that run deep. There is something that is happening about faith and believing. Holy Spirit wanted me to read he book of James, and at first he talks about perservering under trials, and that it will build your faith. I have felt this weight in the spirit lately and I knew it wasnt just about me, it felt bigger than that, and a couple of others I have talked to about it have felt it also. That is b/c we(ones who listen and are sensitive)are carrying something that is bigger than ourselves, God is doing something about forerunners, renegades, whatever you want to call us, and we carrying something not just for us but the church on a whole. The bigger picture is that we are doing this not for ourselves, we carrying a seed that the enemy wants to destroy and he is trying to do it with unbelief and doubt. We have to contend for the greatness of God or you can settle for only good, but good is emnemy to best, and it will be alot easier. It is about faith, believing that we can have and will have and will continue not matter what happens, contend for the promises for ourselves and all those who havent recieved it and all those that are coming after us. This is for them, BELIEVE, HAVE FAITH! He is good, that is the fight to believe that He is good, but if we also look at the bigger picture and remember that the enemy loses, that will help. HE LOSES, HE DOESNT WIN, HE LOSES THE FIGHT!!!! We have to carry the baby, the seed full term, lets not abort, we want a nine month baby! BELIEVE!!!! He is looking for us, a people, to say YES, I will carrying what you want to birth, what you want your people to know! everyday the question will rise can I do this? is it worth it? and everyday you probably wont answer right away, but you know in your spirit the answer will always be yes! Yes it is worth it, yes it will sometimes be hard, yes you can do it with Holy Spirit, the answer is always yes!